Journal 57: Free Write

Junior life isn't as easy as I thought it would be. It turns out even as a art student I have a lot of nonoperational work to do and same times it exceeds the work load of others. At the beginning of the year it seemed as if life was going to be easy even with all the classes they seemed like easy classes.

Pressure began to catch up to me as the year progressed. SAT, college apps, and my portfolio. Watching the seniors of this year and the past I soon realized that I had a lot of work to be done before I was ready to submit my portfolio. Times is running out and I didn't realize until recently. As the AP 3D class's portfolio submission date draws near, time is running out. As more time runs out the more I realize how hard I have to work to achieve my goals.

I am working to achieve my own goals and not that of others. They may overlap but I am doing it to please other I am doing it for my own good. I don't want my life to be controlled and monitored by others I only want them there to support me in my own action, my own life.