Entry 39: Young Again?

What if I had a second chance at life, would I take it? I think that if a opportunity occurred to turn young again while everyone and everything else around me stays the same, I wouldn't take it. It is because I don't believe that getting a second chance at things would make things better. I carry on my past mistakes and fear that it would happen again. I think that age is something that matures us and going back even with my current knowledge would make no difference. Also if I am the only one to turn young again, I would feel lonely as my friends and family grow old and leave me while I attend high school a second time. Turning young doesn't mean I get a second chance since I am not back in time where things will be the same. Nothing will be the same. The environment, the community, and pretty much everything is different from when I was 5 or 6. There will not be a chance to go through the things I have gone through and therefore wouldn't make a difference. I will only make new mistakes that will stack up with the old one and give my life more experience. However I would still like to mature the old fashion way without any second chances.