Entry 6: Poem about loss

He asked for my help
but he was i not therefore
he was facing issues that were hard to deal with
i was busy messing around
he was over whelmed by the problem
he asked me but I didn't move
all i did was stop and stare
i could have helped but for some reason i didn't
he hated for for that
and understand i could
it was a taste of betrayal and bitter sadness
i couldn't believe what i have done
or what i didn't do
lost a friend i id
and it was to late to make it up
all i could do was apologize
however he wan't ready to forgive me
i only looked to the bright side
new he has only loyal friends
not ones who bail at the time most needed
i myself have lost a once close friend
i felt sad but happy for him
i began to change my ways
become more loyal and a better friend
for i would not like it to happen again
my lost has changed my ways